Shit has always been real for a number of us. At this time, it’s beyond real for pretty much everyone who lives in proximity to others. It was all good just a week ago. Or, at least it wasn’t this shit, at least. Not here. Maybe not where you are, either. But, we felt it coming. And we made the decisions we made. I have absconded to an undisclosed location that isn’t my apartment or a relative’s house. A new friend is plant sitting for me, my bestie knows to grab my mail, my toilet paper is on auto order. I keep reminding myself that remaining adaptable and soft will help me make it through this. I have survived (still figuring out how I feel about that language, but it’ll have to fucking do for now) everything I have ever experienced. My emotional and muscle memories show up to problem solve every single day. What I don’t know, I can learn. I hold myself and others in that possibility because, well, what the fuck else am I gonna do? Yes, there are terrible people acting terribly right now. Some have added some trifling buzzard juice to their terrible trash human cold brew. It happens. It’s what people do.
I made us something.
I made us something.
I made us something.
Shit has always been real for a number of us. At this time, it’s beyond real for pretty much everyone who lives in proximity to others. It was all good just a week ago. Or, at least it wasn’t this shit, at least. Not here. Maybe not where you are, either. But, we felt it coming. And we made the decisions we made. I have absconded to an undisclosed location that isn’t my apartment or a relative’s house. A new friend is plant sitting for me, my bestie knows to grab my mail, my toilet paper is on auto order. I keep reminding myself that remaining adaptable and soft will help me make it through this. I have survived (still figuring out how I feel about that language, but it’ll have to fucking do for now) everything I have ever experienced. My emotional and muscle memories show up to problem solve every single day. What I don’t know, I can learn. I hold myself and others in that possibility because, well, what the fuck else am I gonna do? Yes, there are terrible people acting terribly right now. Some have added some trifling buzzard juice to their terrible trash human cold brew. It happens. It’s what people do.